I’ve never smoked and I’ve only done edibles once. And it was by and large the worst experience of my life. I literally walked to a corner in the kitchen sat down and asked people to not let me get up because I was having thoughts of throwing myself out of the window.
So I just sat there with my senses completely messed up. Hallucinating ( I don’t think you are supposed to right? ) and completely trapped in a trip I did not want to be in and wondering if I died and gone to hell and that’s how my brain was coping with dying.
So yeah. Not a good time.
I’m wondering what everyone else’s experience is.
And is it luck that causes you to have a good or bad trip? Is it something we can influence ?
cw: sexual assault and nonconsensual drugging
I was drugged by someone who I thought I could trust to give me enough weed to get me high but not lose my mind. Instead, they drugged me and I honestly don’t know with what. The situation was dangerous enough I never bothered to ask, never thought to get tested. But I believe they may have had access to ketamine and who knows what else.
They shotgunned (they inhaled and passed it to me via mouth) me a massive lungful of what I assumed was weed and I genuinely lost all touch with reality >!while they proceeded to rape me (with another person whom I was not familiar with and I assumed was sober).!<
For context, at this time I was vaping and taking edibles pretty regularly, so my tolerance wasn’t that low for me. It clearly was much lower than tolerance of the one who shotgunned me though.
I was so high I couldn’t see straight, and I fell into a deep disassociation and may have blacked out. I only remember slivers of consciousness as it rolled over me for what seemed like hours.
I later puked after I had gone through most of the trip.
Oh. I’m so sorry that happened. I hope you are okay.
I’m doing a lot better now, and I have a better and more trustworthy support network. And I don’t take drugs from people I haven’t vetted.